The Dark Room

It was dark and I felt the hollowness of the room. I tried to calm myself but the fear managed to break free. No one seemed to hear me or the wall was thick enough to separate me from the outside. The silence was maddening. "I have to escape!" was the only thought I had in mind.

The locked door just increased my fear. "What shall I do?" I had no idea. Then from one corner I saw a tiny light squeezing its way to what seemed to be a window. It was a small window. But should I care more? It could be my only hope to escape. I tried with all might to open it. And after a series of despair and frustration, it opened! Only to be disappointed as the window led me to a tunnel, darker and scarier. Oblivious of what lies ahead I walked through it but I was led back to the room.

I had enough! I was more than frustrated. But I can't just gave up. Another window suddenly appeared. I was delighted but skeptical. "Could this be another tunnel?" I was lured with the idea of survival, of escape. Then came the third window and all were in vain!

I was losing hope- the only thing I had and I was losing it. If only that door will open. If only.


*midnight thoughts*

My Idea of Summer

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As I look out the window

I see people passing by

Faces with smiles and laughing cheerfully

Savouring the moment that Mr. Sunny allow.

Whilst somewhere in a room

A girl left wondering

'A sun-kissed skin, does it suit me best?'

And she stares above admiring the glaring sun.

Another creature is sitting under a tree

Someone who enjoys the heat but loves the shady comfort

He touch the grass as if he was enchanted

And there he lie having moment of spree.

Kids running, some toddlers whining

Teens singing while the music is playing

 A couple carrying a bountiful basket

Ready to mingle and have a picnic.

I hear the sound of waves

The humming of birds

They're like music playing in my head

A happy thoughts I don't want to end.

All these people have so much in common

Not just the smiles and cheerful laughter

But desires and excitement kept for seasons

Spring will end and here comes Summer!

*midnight thoughts*

When you go beyond the wall

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Success, triumph or great victory

One congratulate, the others envy

But did anyone asked how was it at first,

When no one cared and believed the opposite?

Often in life you met people with a different belief

Had the same goal but you still struggle to prove

When life seems to stop you

Where do you go?

Remember David when he defeated Goliath?

Or the great ark that Noah built?

The feat they faced seems impossible then

But with enough courage they continued till the end.

Many things will block you along the way

But don't get disappointed of the towering wall.

Choose to break it and not to step away

And discover the path beyond the wall.

*midnight thoughts*

-To the man who broke my heart-

I remember the days when we used to chat

And miss the times when you teased me to death.

It was actually dying but still breathing

For you had always made my heart pumping.

Remember the sudden appearances behind my back?

But failed to surprise me and say “oh heck!”

I miss your simple gestures just to make me smile

Like when you sat beside me and pinched my cheek.

I was too happy to even notice a change

And it was too late when I realized

You were not smiling or even gaze

And I was hoping you were just in disguise.

The heart who never ask for those things

Was like a puzzle I can’t complete

Like a glass shattered into pieces

How can I pick up without getting hurt?

You were neither my boyfriend nor a friend

You are to me I can’t comprehend.

And it puzzled me how you broke my heart

For you were a brother I never had.

*midnight thoughts*